
Within your daily living, beloved one, there comes forth those circumstances of which you have no control. And you
might say that you have read teachings which say that “you create your own reality” and that is so… however, there is quite a
lot of depth within that statement. And for this moment, we are speaking of the cause and effect as it is.
When you reside within grave difficulties – perhaps difficulties that to others would seem mild, yet to you they are grave;
those difficulties give to you certain pathways upon which you can travel with your consciousness. None are correct or
incorrect; they are all choice.
Initially you may find that your first choice is really a reaction to those difficulties. Perhaps you are angry, sad, disappointed,
or in such despair that you feel like giving up. All of those feelings are valid; however, there comes that moment when you
decide that you will be in charge. Does that statement or that moment or that decision invalidate the feelings? The perhaps
regrets? Of course not, beloved one. Your decision to change is simply the first choice wherein you are not unconsciously
moved around by the cause and effect of the difficulties. Does your decision mean that you will require yourself to abandon
those feelings, that you will have to make believe that you do not feel anger or despair? The answer is no.
And yes, there is an however. The however is that once you decide, consciously decide that you will do something different,
those feelings will not know where to place themselves. And you may, perhaps, feel them residing at your shoulder, waiting for
you to engage once again with those energies. What are those energies? They are energies and vibrations that have no
direction. Do you hear those words? They are what you might call chaotic. And because they are chaotic and have no
direction, they will continually loop around and into each other again and again. That is, until there is a direction. Your
decision. Your conscious decision.
Now beloved one, such a choice for decision might cause you to decide against the difficulties, and that is all part of this
journey toward and into freedom. Freedom from what? We will get to that… so to speak… firstly, we will speak of this journey
toward freedom. When you decide that you will “not do that any more” or “will follow your choices and not assuage others in
your life” or “you will cease from your beliefs because they have betrayed you”; you are making a decision against the
difficulties. And of course, though this be part of the journey toward freedom, you are still engaging with the difficulties.
Once having made such a seeming conscious choice, you then go forth… how? Oh beloved one, you go forth residing within
your firm decision until the feelings and emotions which were undirected begin to engage once again. Why? Because you
have not yet actually directed your own energies. You are sill engaging with the difficulty. And that is all right. It is simply a part
of this journey, a painful part, though, as it does lead you back to that which has been debilitating toward your joyful journey.
And you might be saying that you have not had a joyful journey for a very long time; and we would say to you, beloved being,
that you have not yet had a joyful journey. Such a journey resides within freedom. And now we will speak of freedom from
what. Your journey is one of emerging from that which you have been as you resided within the struggle and survival of the
sleep state. And it is the freedom, your freedom, from the sleep state and survival that you are seeking now and have always
been seeking. Yet now you are ready. Why are you ready now? Because, beloved one, you are in despair, you are angry at
circumstances, you are sad, and you are confused, not knowing which way to go, which decision to make, or what to eliminate
from your life in order to have some relief from the difficulties that seem to plague you. And we kiss your brow when we say
that you have been in this vibration for a very long time.
We believe you are ready to change in a manner that will assist you to emerge from the difficulties, from survival. Yet the
words ready to change are significant. You have heard the words before, the words which say that any and all change must be
from the inside to the outside. That is, in order to change external cause and effect, you must change the manner in which you
relate to the external, you’re your life as it manifests for you.
What is the change? What does it entail? The answer is that it entails everything about you, and the beginning of this
change has already begun. You are reading these words! What is next? In this manner to we suggest the next phase of your
changing your inner self, your inner thinking and reflecting, in order to successfully emerge from survival and its last hold upon
your most beautiful journey.
Firstly, sit quietly and begin… how? Begin to set aside all interaction within you thinking concerning the difficulties. Set aside
fears of what will occur next. Set aside angers at yourself, at others, at circumstances for the way your difficulties are
manifesting. Set aside regrets, all regrets… for they are the avenue to loop around and into the olde ways. Set aside all
regrets of decisions made or not made; actions made or not made; thoughts spoken or left unspoken. Disengage yourself from
the difficulties and avenues to them. This will perhaps require your conscious decision and action, action within. Yes, those
manners may return to tap you on the shoulder again and again; yet continue within your choice to disengage, to refuse to
participate in the olde ways. Perhaps you will continue in this manner for several days, beloved one. And we will then speak
with you concerning the next possible choice.
Blessed are you in all that you do. It is now that you are determining, consciously determining to change, to which we say
Bravo!