| Expanded Consciousness |
Within the understanding of identity, of who you are and are becoming, there is a moment
wherein there seems to be a lack of identity, a lack of understanding the fullness of who you
are and a feeling of incomplete. This is a natural feeling, one that all beings eventually
experience as they begin to go forth in a manner that is indefinable; that is, in a manner
which is more unfamiliar than familiar.
And many who experience this pause in the mind’s understanding of self begin
immediately to reach back into the past and place within that pause the previous
understanding, the previous persona. Yet such persona no longer fits within the present
moment and within the knowing of self. And some, upon the foundation of fear… fear of not-
being… do then pretend they are as they once were. Some live their lives in this manner,
pretending to be who they believe they are and are supposed to be, are supposed to act and
react. And it is not with judgment that we speak in this manner; more so, there is great
compassion for those who live in this manner, in a state of continual denial of self and
increasing confusion and unfulfillment.
Yet even as we speak these words, there are those who will recognize themselves within
them. Perhaps you are not exactly residing in such a manner; perhaps you are experiencing
that moment even as you read these words… that moment of not really knowing who you
are… that moment of not feeling connected to the rest of your life… and that moment of
approaching fear as a reaction to the recognition of what you do not know.
It is with great love that we come forth to beseech you to allow that pause to exist; we
beseech you to dare to continue in your day whilst you do not know who you are or are
becoming. What is occurring?
You are allowing the patterns of the past, the patterns of who you have been to release
themselves from your being. You are allowing the olde ways to find no compatibility with the
present. And you are allowing peace to reside within your inner cause and effect – that being
action and reaction – while the “changing of the guard” occurs. You are allowing your inner
knowing to be cleared and aligned. And you might be asking, “And then what?” to which
we would say…
You have been creating and discovering who you really are and are not. You have been
releasing old concepts and manners of interpreting the cause and effect. And you have been
discovering your inner passion, that which calls you to reside within, that which calls you to
action within your day, within your life. And now, as you release the concepts of the
previous persona, the concepts which have held the pervious persona; you are breathing a
breath upon that which awaits: the real you.
And it is the real you that will step into the knowing of who you are. It is the real you that
will fill the pathways and portals within your own being, those pathways and portals which
determine the manner in which you respond to your outer picturing of that which you have
been celebrating within. It is the real you who will recognize truth and embrace its vibration.
And it is the real you who will participate within the cause and effect in such a manner that
you will be fulfilled even before you are complete with what you have determined to do, with
how you have determined to go forth. For, beloved one, now is your time. This moment and
this journey now are totally and completely yours to live, to create, to enjoy.
And you might be wondering why we would say those words now; perhaps you are
wondering why this life and journey within it was not completely yours in the past. And we
would say, there was an illusion which said that you were living your life; however, you were
truly living what had been a programming, a manner of directing your energies, of directing
your actions and reactions, of directing how you thought about your own self and how you
interpreted the cause and effect… all resting upon the untruth of separation from the whole.
And now you are beginning to feel whole. You are beginning to know that there is such a
thing as wholeness of being, a manner of living, a manner of being. You are beginning to
recognize that you believed the direction in which you were journeying was toward the
fulfillment of certain purposes; yet now you are questioning the validity of those purposes.
And we say to you, be gentle with your questioning of validity. In the past, so to speak, you
were as honest as you possibly could be. And you might be saying that you participated in
some parts of your journey “just for money”, to which we would say, bravo! Do not judge
how you have been. Simply view your past objectively and discover what rules and
regulations made their way from the programming to your manner of living. View objectively
and discover what beliefs you held as a direct result of the programming that told you what
was spiritual, what was not spiritual, what was holy and what was not; further, view what
propaganda you accepted with regard to what you must do, how you must live in order to be
spiritual.
Once you have objectively viewed the beliefs and manners of living, then beloved one,
you have a picture of what you are releasing. Even if one part of what you have taken to
yourself is true and the remainder is false, we say to you, let it go. Allow those rights and
wrongs to be of someone else.
Many are accustomed to being very busy, to having a schedule which does not allow
them to relax, to drink in the wonders of nature, or to play. And in this moment, there appears
to be what could be called “too much time”. Why “too much”? Because, beloved one, there
has never truly been a rest, a break – so to speak – from all of your work. Yet now there is.
Now there comes to be a moment wherein you do not know… anything. And that moment is
a moment of celebration. Of joy. Of delight.
During this moment – which may continue for what you call “days” – ask of yourself,
what do you love to do? What do you love to play? And, beloved one, ask yourself if there
remains a purpose. For once this moment continues, there is a realization that the olde
purposes are complete… even in the midst of incompleteness. All olde patterns and
purposes are complete.
And, beloved one, if you cannot answer the question, what do I love to do?, then we say
bravo! Simply be, simply allow yourself to develop, to know. You cannot squeeze knowing
out of the moment. You cannot squeeze or force a purpose from the moment. More so,
beloved one, the purpose will present itself… and you will love it. Yes!
wherein there seems to be a lack of identity, a lack of understanding the fullness of who you
are and a feeling of incomplete. This is a natural feeling, one that all beings eventually
experience as they begin to go forth in a manner that is indefinable; that is, in a manner
which is more unfamiliar than familiar.
And many who experience this pause in the mind’s understanding of self begin
immediately to reach back into the past and place within that pause the previous
understanding, the previous persona. Yet such persona no longer fits within the present
moment and within the knowing of self. And some, upon the foundation of fear… fear of not-
being… do then pretend they are as they once were. Some live their lives in this manner,
pretending to be who they believe they are and are supposed to be, are supposed to act and
react. And it is not with judgment that we speak in this manner; more so, there is great
compassion for those who live in this manner, in a state of continual denial of self and
increasing confusion and unfulfillment.
Yet even as we speak these words, there are those who will recognize themselves within
them. Perhaps you are not exactly residing in such a manner; perhaps you are experiencing
that moment even as you read these words… that moment of not really knowing who you
are… that moment of not feeling connected to the rest of your life… and that moment of
approaching fear as a reaction to the recognition of what you do not know.
It is with great love that we come forth to beseech you to allow that pause to exist; we
beseech you to dare to continue in your day whilst you do not know who you are or are
becoming. What is occurring?
You are allowing the patterns of the past, the patterns of who you have been to release
themselves from your being. You are allowing the olde ways to find no compatibility with the
present. And you are allowing peace to reside within your inner cause and effect – that being
action and reaction – while the “changing of the guard” occurs. You are allowing your inner
knowing to be cleared and aligned. And you might be asking, “And then what?” to which
we would say…
You have been creating and discovering who you really are and are not. You have been
releasing old concepts and manners of interpreting the cause and effect. And you have been
discovering your inner passion, that which calls you to reside within, that which calls you to
action within your day, within your life. And now, as you release the concepts of the
previous persona, the concepts which have held the pervious persona; you are breathing a
breath upon that which awaits: the real you.
And it is the real you that will step into the knowing of who you are. It is the real you that
will fill the pathways and portals within your own being, those pathways and portals which
determine the manner in which you respond to your outer picturing of that which you have
been celebrating within. It is the real you who will recognize truth and embrace its vibration.
And it is the real you who will participate within the cause and effect in such a manner that
you will be fulfilled even before you are complete with what you have determined to do, with
how you have determined to go forth. For, beloved one, now is your time. This moment and
this journey now are totally and completely yours to live, to create, to enjoy.
And you might be wondering why we would say those words now; perhaps you are
wondering why this life and journey within it was not completely yours in the past. And we
would say, there was an illusion which said that you were living your life; however, you were
truly living what had been a programming, a manner of directing your energies, of directing
your actions and reactions, of directing how you thought about your own self and how you
interpreted the cause and effect… all resting upon the untruth of separation from the whole.
And now you are beginning to feel whole. You are beginning to know that there is such a
thing as wholeness of being, a manner of living, a manner of being. You are beginning to
recognize that you believed the direction in which you were journeying was toward the
fulfillment of certain purposes; yet now you are questioning the validity of those purposes.
And we say to you, be gentle with your questioning of validity. In the past, so to speak, you
were as honest as you possibly could be. And you might be saying that you participated in
some parts of your journey “just for money”, to which we would say, bravo! Do not judge
how you have been. Simply view your past objectively and discover what rules and
regulations made their way from the programming to your manner of living. View objectively
and discover what beliefs you held as a direct result of the programming that told you what
was spiritual, what was not spiritual, what was holy and what was not; further, view what
propaganda you accepted with regard to what you must do, how you must live in order to be
spiritual.
Once you have objectively viewed the beliefs and manners of living, then beloved one,
you have a picture of what you are releasing. Even if one part of what you have taken to
yourself is true and the remainder is false, we say to you, let it go. Allow those rights and
wrongs to be of someone else.
Many are accustomed to being very busy, to having a schedule which does not allow
them to relax, to drink in the wonders of nature, or to play. And in this moment, there appears
to be what could be called “too much time”. Why “too much”? Because, beloved one, there
has never truly been a rest, a break – so to speak – from all of your work. Yet now there is.
Now there comes to be a moment wherein you do not know… anything. And that moment is
a moment of celebration. Of joy. Of delight.
During this moment – which may continue for what you call “days” – ask of yourself,
what do you love to do? What do you love to play? And, beloved one, ask yourself if there
remains a purpose. For once this moment continues, there is a realization that the olde
purposes are complete… even in the midst of incompleteness. All olde patterns and
purposes are complete.
And, beloved one, if you cannot answer the question, what do I love to do?, then we say
bravo! Simply be, simply allow yourself to develop, to know. You cannot squeeze knowing
out of the moment. You cannot squeeze or force a purpose from the moment. More so,
beloved one, the purpose will present itself… and you will love it. Yes!
| 16. The Missing Identity |